Monthly Archives: September 2011
The sky today as I took the long way home from the chiropractor. I’ve spent a small fortune over the last 4-weeks just trying to let go of panic and pain. I try to tell myself I am right where I need to be. I am trying to let go of pain, worry, anxiety. I feel best out-of-doors. There I can breathe a little better. I hate to whine. But I hate feeling alone with the unknown as well. So forgive me. And instead join me in creating release of dis-ease. Today, I am peeling back the layers.
Last weekend I was able to get close enough to the Great Blue Heron. I believe he appeared to remind me that through nature I will find answers. I am trying to relieve tension and panic. May my guides lead me back to a path of whole health and assist me in my pursuit of abundance.
Full Moon Dreamboard, September 2011– Where do I find myself this month? Fighting hives and panic attacks feeling like I’ve failed to maintain a vision and bring it forward. I feel trapped by my “job” and distant from my “dreams.” This dreamboard almost did not happen. My life so full that I am constricted and too busy. I decided to drop all the things I am responsible for and to take an hour this morning to envision and breathe. I need to both make space and find my space. “Find your calling and write the next chapter,” says my dreamboard. “I know what I am capable of and I don’t want to sell myself short.”
I don’t have to have all the answers, today. I don’t even have to have control, today. I just have to remember that I am capable and I can write the next chapter and as I write the answers will come like words in a dream or a tune that repeats softly in my ear…and so you are…and so you are!